So I'm having one of those days where I just want something better, and I'm having a hard time keeping the faith. I get it, "First World Problems". But I know I'm not alone in thinking I spend a great many of my days being particularly uninspired by the day in day out. Yes, Yes...I'm the only one that can change this. I mean, I am trying. You can bet your ass, but honestly I don't know how to make it go any faster. I read the mantras about "massive immediate action" and surrendering into abundance, but that feels like a poop stick, like "getting ahead" is some kind of evil plot dangled in front of our faces by politicians, libertarians, fiscal conservatives, advertisers, rich people, and religion. "You can do it, and if you haven't done it, then it is you fault. Pick yourself up by your boot straps. Do it!"
I feel like Cameron in Ferris Bueller, totally dis-enchanted at the moment, but unable to do anything about it.
HOW DO I GET OUT? How do I get out of the office job? How do I get the audition that changes my life? How do get freedom? How do I become inspired? I guess I just need to go pick up Ferris and drive my dad's Ferrari though our house.
Orrr...sit in the gratitude that I have everything I need and more, and let go of the things that are out of reach. Orrrr...literally drive a car out of a house.